Do you remember the times of the haste and hurry, when the rain just seemed to cover the whole Universe in grey forever?
...Do you remember the days, when my stupid and evil heart just was vehicle for hurt and the cold distance?
The tornado years, my...
The times went by and i was goin' blind: you said goodbye in August; and i was fallen angel of January.
Of January and afterwards.
[And hurts so bad, and it's been so long...]
Did you ever think how senseless this life is?
That's not the point, that's not the point...
You could have been a better friend to me.
You know that i am weak and that my mind is lost in an Universe of dreams.
You know how big and how little i can be.
And that these tears won't stop from falling...
Don't you know by now that behind this tough man who doesn't fear a thing, there is a boy trembling in the cold?
Will this road to nowhere end one day?
Someone told me that loneliness is a power that we possess, to give or to take away forever.
Sometimes i just close my eyes hoping someone will wake me up with a scream from this nightmare of rare gases and trees of glass.
But doesn't happen. And there is nobody there; just the empty space.
Who told you that i was so strong?
Who told you i wouldn't get broken?
If i close my eyes forever. What if i close my eyes forever?
Forever.
Christian woman: pray to your God for me...
Is He still being nailed to a cross? Is His blood still falling in big drops on the crackled overdried land?
What is the meaning of all this; what kind of sick, schizophrenic, perverse ones we are?
Are you goin' to buy my pain in bid..?
Mama, maybe i don't care anymore.
Mama...
